Thursday, October 13, 2011

Numb

Numb- a feeling so comfortable.
Tired of feeling so numb- I want to feel again, to breathe again.
How long will it take for feelings to come back?

It seems as if the only things that make me feel anymore are my dreams... dreams so far fetched that I wish I could choke them in my grasp.

Your skin so fair, so beautiful- it haunts me, my soul.
You are like a ghost- so there, so real, yet unable to touch
The smoke burns my soul- ashes of my heart cover the glass floor I lie on.

Why do I dull my own capacity
Why do I let beautiful extraordinary experiences pass me by?
I will stop letting comfort hold me back.
I will take on the world one step at a time.

What if?