Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Seductive Shadow

Sweet nightmare you are back,
Dressed in the finest of lace...
And leather.
You dance through the shadows teasing me with your figure... Delicate, and angelic.
I crawl towards you, thirsty and dreaming of the demons we will conquer.
Your body cries for me, and only the stars hear... So they whisper to tell me.
Your shillouette in the moonlight is enticing and my dreams have swept me away the past few nights.
I often am grounded by earthly lust,
And the devinity of wanderlust love.
But you are just that.
A shadow in the night- once tangible, now tantilizingly teasing.
Something I've done for so long.
A student became the teacher, a teacher the student.
Inhale the sweet sins of our past-
If we dream can we feel?
Is it possible that two can dream in the same realm, feel the same things? Actually TOUCH each other in a dream?
Mind altering, consciousness... I feel you.
Do you feel me?

Friday, March 20, 2015

Who Knows

Who knows where life leads us.
Who knows what happens at the end of our flicker on Earth. I believe there is another life awaiting us at the end of the current one... However am I conditioned by traditional Christian beliefs to think that?
Who knows.
I embrace sleep- but the world keeps turning. I embrace love, but the days keep passing. What is purpose?
Honestly- some say its to impact another... But it's just a vicious cycle of living to die.
The person we impact will die... We will die... The world will eventually die.
Unless some magic potion is discovered.
I'm dreary.
Eyes heavy.
To dream of the future... Life after death. Sweet nightmares dressed in lace greet me at the sight of the moon

Thursday, March 12, 2015

Airplane Thoughts

It's amazing what a little bit of sunshine can do to a person.
Moods change, colors change, emotions take flight in the most positive of ways... It's a miracle really. I've spent years in darkness- searching for eternal sunshine. Now, I'd be lying if I said I've discovered some hidden light, or some incredible instant cure for our darkest moments, but I am however on a journey.
A journey of increasing light, increasing love and increasing newfound peace.
It all starts within oneself. A flicker of a flame is light enough to lead you towards a brighter light at the end of a tunnel.
Demons may try to waver that flame, and they may be successful in blowing it out, but we are are capable of creating a fire within.
Once you reach the end of the damp, dark and desolate tunnel, you see light- even on the cloudiest of days. At first, its the brightest light you've seen, even blinding behind clouds and rain, yet you are happy.
As the days pass you are blessed with the warmth of the sun, and the dancing of wild rain on your body and ground around you. This rain is the key to life. She feeds the hungry plants, waters the thirsty souls, cleanses our bodies when dingy and dusty... This rain, she keeps us alive. Before we know it we resent her, we find comfort in being dry, comfort in sunshine, and comfort in clear skies... But we forget how the rain gives us life. We beg her to leave, complain about her presence, but she still gives while we wish her away.
We should find happiness in even the most dim light, the light of the moon or even the light that sneaks through the clouds enough to give us sight. We should dance in the rain, and thank her for her generosity - we should embrace each leg of this Journey we call Life. Because if we don't find the faintest light, even in the cold, wet and dark days- we will forever be stricken with sadness and angst. Mother nature blesses us with change, because without change there would be no appreciation, and without appreciation there would be no room for journeys like ours