Lash Out, Be Divine

Lash out.
Unleash the divinity that resides within you.
Let your femininity allow your spirit to dance in ways she pleases.

Never stop.
Never question.
Just live endlessly in this moment.

Whether it be anxiety,
Lust,
Love...
Embrace it.

Chance it.
Without taking risks,
You never can reach your ultimate Divine.

You are beautiful and unbreakable.
Let the spring grass bend and be malleable underneath your toes.
Let the cool breeze of the ocean calm you.
Let the vastness of the desert leave you inquiring.

Just simply be.

Unravel and Drown

Because when we let go is when we can fully float into the unknown.

It's when we can allow the darkness that surrounds our being illuminate from our light... Because darling... we are light.

We are not physical beings,
We are souls temporarily attached to shells, to learn a lesson or two.

Unleash your potential by unraveling.
Unravel by letting go.
Just accept the beautifully high vibrations that the universe blesses you with.

A sensation at the edge of your very being.
Surrounding you,
Encompassing you like a cocoon
Warm,
But also freeing you,
Like the butterfly just spreading her wings for the first time.

Hear the silence,
Let it wash over you.
Absorb its beauty...
Its gentle embrace.

Just.
Open up...
And unravel to the cosmos.
Expose your naked soul to the unknown.
Drown in the beauty of it all.

The Four Agreements

Long overdue... I'm sorry I haven't read it sooner.

You.

Your soulmate will be the stranger you recognize...

....and I recognized you.

To live again

If I'm completely honest,
Part of me is lost.
She's gone with the wind...
A memory in the dark.

It's a flame  that once flickered,
Not smothered, but fed...
One that led me through the darkest nights,
Now gone.

I understand her reason,
Her timing,
Her need for sanity and clarity...

But wasn't it so beautiful to have once run wild?
Wasn't it so incredibly freeing to just express with no boundaries or limits?
Our wings, now clipped.
Only in hopes they can regrow.

I know the flame is not dead,
And that the energy thrives.
But is encapsulated in a glass coffin.
Until we dare to shatter it.

To live again.

Mood

Black Mirror: Episode 4

Silenced

When you have that fluttery feeling in your chest,
The bad kind... not the good.
Aching to unleash,
Aching to express...
But you are silenced.

Silenced by the fear of expressing too much,
For feeling unstable too often.

They say it's the silence that kills us anyway.

Tug of War

I feel like I'm at war.
At battle with myself?
Perhaps.
Or maybe something else.

Something from within my core, pulls...
Strains.
Pulling me away.
Or pushing me towards something.
I may be blinded by the cold war weather.

What is the universe trying to tell me?
My wings will spread either way.
Come with me,
Or maybe just let me go...

To get lost,
In this desert,
To dance alone in the sandstorm,
To get lost
In the sunset on the distant mountains.
In the warmth that drives me.

Something is pulling me West.
No qualms of leaving East.
No worries,  no cares.

Sometimes I beg...
Sometimes I plead...
To be taken from this tug of war,
And left inside my dreams.

Echo in the Night

An echo in the night,
To the stars and straight back.
The moonlight shimmers on the frozen roads,
The snow glistens mirroring the stars.

An echo in the night,
Since a true call would be unacceptable,
Disrespectful... so I sit here,
Stronger than in the past.
Counting stars until dawn breaks.

An echo in the night,
Getting louder, but still not loud enough
My vibrations are higher than ever,
Only one person could truly relate.

An echo in the night,
Sound waves breaking barriers,
Traveling to alternative realms and back.
If not in this lifetime...
Was it in our last?

An echo in the night...
My voice is shaking,
But remaining strong.
My love for you,
Never gone.
But now and echo in the night.

Familiar Realm

Stars align,
Their flicker, their heat, their glow,
All an illusion.
For all we know they're dead...
Dead like flowers tricked into thinking it's Spring.

We've counted them endlessly,
Shared the same sight,
The same body heat, the same friction.

Gazing into the distance,
A figment of our imagination,
A memory covered in dust,
Brushed off.

Closing my eyes,
I am surrounded by blues, purples...
The warmest colors.
It almost reminded me of pre-birth.

Oh to be reborn.
Exploring a realm so familiar.
Yet from thousands of years ago.

Right?

Laying naked,
Alone- becoming familiar with the
anxious stillness that breeds in my chest.

Like one thousand moths fluttering their wings.
Like the emptiness of the unknown.

Embracing this Hell.
The torture is something I tend to crave.
Inhaling fuels the fire with this exhaustion.

Drained.
Simple, yet complex.
Longing for touch.
So ridiculously tied to this shell.
Vibrations at an all time high intensity.

Unable to refocus.
To reconnect.
Surely it'll all fall into place.
Sooner than later...
Right?

Unlocking

A key unlocks,

This potential is endless.

Serenity drowns me in peace.

Strength coming forth in the form of delicacy.

Just a phrase,

Just a thought in passing.

Let it be,

And let it go.

Attempts being made to release.

To unleash.

To unravel the full potential that seems caged;

Trying to spread its wings.

So close.

I feel it in the base of my spine.

Own Hero

The older she became,
She realized the only person she could count on was herself.
The universe delicately held her,
As she shook in disbelief.

She simply had become her one and only hero.

Dull Pounding

Struggling,
For stillness.
A dull pounding in my head,
Again,
Here I "rest".

Trying to focus
Yet still no stillness.

Chhinnamasta And Eris

Contradictory thoughts swirl like a storm
Awakening the slumbering beasts within.
Chhinnamasta rattles this realm.

She dances with Eris,

And together they create this darkness.

I feel them near,

Hear their voices battling the beyond.

Inviting us through sin.

Simply mortal we cannot fully grasp the dance they teach.

The words they speak. 

The life they lead.

We simply get caught up

In the turbine

Of

Their 

Contradiction and Chaos.

So much more...

And they say I'm "beautiful"
But I'm so much more...