What Is This

 Is this the end? 

Is this the beginning?

Or is this simply a change of direction?

A Wild Turn

 Well fuck,

I laid down on my bed, and put on some headphones with the intention of meditating... and creating magic. 

When I meditate, I listen to my body and her cues, as she speaks what my soul needs to feel. 

As the binaurl beats play, my body relaxes. Releasing the stresses of the week so far. 

Eyes closed, I find my soul traveling to a dimly lit room. I walk in, as I hear your voice calling mine.

I can barely see your silhouette.

The light of a candle flickers behind you, and my eyes trace your body, from your beautiful high cheek bones, down to the outline of your shoulders, down the curves of your beautiful hips. 

You extend a hand to me. I take yours in mine. You pull me close. Your naked body presses against my slightly clothed body.

I wear just an oversized tee.

You pivote us jointly, pushing me against a wall, as if you are trying to tell me that you want me. 

You kiss me, passionately, letting go of any fear or doubt you have in the moment... because it feels too right, to deny. 

I kiss you back, surprised at your dominance, as I can tell at times you yearn to be submissive... but for now, you take the reigns.

You grab my hips and pull me to a bed. Turning us around, you push me to my back. The bed is soft, as it embraces my fall. 

You climb on top of me... straddling me.

Your body presses into my hips exciting me. 

I can feel how turned on you are. You have me here... pinned... yours to do as you please. You lean in, and bite my lip gently. 

When you pull back, I see that smirk of yours. You are certainly not shy in this moment. 

You work your way between my legs. Tracing the insides of my thighs with your fingers, and teasing me with your mouth.

My body is yours in this moment. No reservations, no holding back. 

Electricity runs rampant through us both, and I can't help but arch my back in pure pleasure. 

You take care, and attention. You listen to my body. It becomes a somewhat spiritual experience. 

I suppose after all... orgasm can transcend us into the most beautiful ecstasy. 

So... here I am. Thankful for the route my body and soul took during this meditation. Pure bliss.

Softer Than Last

 May tonight be softer than last. 

May you honor your mind, body, and soul, while the stars and the moon cradle you in their delicate light.

Your strength is there, whether apparent or not. 

You are not alone.

Yet, you hold an incredible amount of strength and power within your soul. 

I know you feel it. 

Sometimes that strength might scare you. It embodies your ability to say no, your ability to set boundaries and your ability to walk away from all that does not serve you. 

That alone, can be terrifying. 

We are so wrapped in our comfort, than beautiful, newness, can seem overwhelming.  

But for just one moment, remember the last time you let go of fear.

That moment you let go of expectations,  and doubt...

In that moment, you felt pure bliss... pure freedom, didn't you? 

To Exist Between Dreams & Reality

 You.

You are so captivating,  

So engaging,

So inviting, 

And accepting. 

I feel you here,

But you are there.

And in my core,

I know you feel me too.

Our dreams are synced,

Another realm, we fall into.

Anxiously awaiting the moonlight by day,

And passionately gripping onto the stars by night.

Living between dreams & reality,

Yet... let's be real.

Slowly merging the two.

Italian Moon

 Meet me on the rooftop bar,

Under the Italian moon.

Let's stumble after whiskey kisses, to our hotel room.

I wonder...

 I wonder if you're spun up in thoughts, desires, daydreams and emotions

The way I am.

Do you get so lost, that you find yourself smiling for no reason? 

Do you ever just catch yourself in a blissful daze, only to be shaken by reality? 

Do you ever... wonder?

Full

 I guess I just want to feel full.

Full of life.

Full of love.

Full of passion.

Full of experience.

Full of adventure. 

Just full.

Much more full than I feel now...

In this moment.