Intrinsically Yours

I am surrounded by strangers,
All but one familiar face.
Trapped inside of my soul,
My loves screams
To be so loved,
Yet to be so lost,
In the depths and caverns of my mind
Hushed by your skewed view of society,
Or my naiivity
I force a smile,
And wonder at what point have I sacrificed my life to eternal demise?
At what point will I break?
The thread continues to fray,
This glass continues to crack...
But my heart is overflowing with love for you...

I wonder if you feel the same way too

Reborn

Sometimes I think death just seems so peaceful...
And others don't get,
My claimed "insanity"
But really,
Death is as beautiful as birth.
It's being reborn...
Oh how I'm so beyond ready to be
Reborn.

Sweet Sin-sations

I close my eyes,
Part my lips,
And allow the sweet chocolate to
Indulge my senses

My taste buds perk up.
My soul sings,
My body feels sinfully blissful

I take a quick journey to a warm place,
In my past,
In my memories .

I cherish memories more than most,
Sure threads split,
Sure glass shatters,
But some of my fondest memories
Are fr broken roads.

I reminisce of an open field,
Surrounded by trees,
The grass tickles my bare feet and arms,
While I lay down.
The clouds pass by,
Aqueous Transmission emits comforting sounds,
While I inhale,
My lungs fill with smoke.
I am surrounded by undying love,
In this moment.

I'm taken back to a living room floor,
Soft brown carpet,
My body dressed solely in the moonlight,
My senses awaken with fire, ice and orgasm
I am loved, but I am not committed.
She was left beautifully broken.

It was a cool fall night,
A bonfire raged, sparks flew.
My blood was filled with numerous poisons
My eyes grew weary, my heart was free.
My body laid on a thin sheet over hard rock.
The heart beat and embrace of another
Provided temporary comfort
Temporary is all she ever truly was.

Never-ending sunshine,
Evenly cast on the moon's pale skin.
Freckled with stars,
Giggles filled the air on top of a hill that night
Passion interrupted by mischevious laughter.
Caught "red handed"
Smirking, in lust.
Foolishly in love.

Hopping a fence, waterfalls and "Danger" signs in sight
Summer sun allows the pixies in the forest to dance.
Pure bliss.
Quickly in love, quickly embracing a gypsy lifestyle.
A heart of a traveler,
In live with another gypsy
Beautifully dangerous.

Naked, Hot, Numb

Naked
Hot
And Numb.

Eyes weary,
Soul exhausted
Craving what comes next
While failing to focus on the Now.

We are human,
We only seem to come here,
Repeatedly
In our own dismal nature.

I long for stillness
Has it really been almost a month since I've had it?
Where has time gone?
She has slipped through my fingers
As the years pass like seconds,
Like sand in an hourglass .

Burning eyes,
Restless mind,
Exhaustion in this life,
In this physical body,
I am just a wandering soul after all.

I don't feel as if 'reality' is real...
I crave to feel,
In the moment,
In the Now.

Physically trying,
Emotionally bound,
Gagged,
And choked.

Gasping for air,
But enjoying the high from this suffocation.

Grip and Gasping

Sometimes we suffocate,
And by suffocating we come to the realization that we've lost our way once again.
It's peacefully chaotic ,
Blissfully numb,
And intrinsically dangerous.

We gasp for air,
While our own hands tighten around our neck...
Will we ever let go?