Sunday, June 29, 2025

"I Love You"

Today,
We shared "I love you"
With our words,
Though, our eyes have been saying it for a while now.

It's slipped out a few times,
You joke I should come with a Caution sign-
I've whispered it to you as you've slept,
Followed by kissing your head.

Tears ran down your beautiful face,
As your smile grew,
And you told me that you've been wanting to say it forever...
I have too, my love.


That nobody has told you it first,
And how it is entirely a feeling you've never had before with anyone else,
How we are "different"
Because we in fact, are different. 

We say it probably a hundred times,
As we kiss,
And share tears of joy,
Deep gazes,
And hands on faces-
I could revel in this moment for eternity.

I fucking love you.
I would scream it from every mountain top,
Tell every passing stranger,
Carve it into every tree-
My love,
I absolutely do love you.

There is not a doubt in my mind,
You are my person-
And I, yours.

You suggest we get married,
Sooner than later,
Start our family,
But of course - travel the world first. 
It's a rush of bliss,
I agree-
Holy fuck,
We are really doing this.

I love you with every fiber of my being,
Every breath in my lungs,
Every drop of blood that runs through my veins,
With every heart beat,
And every passing moment. 

I love you like the sun loves the moon,
Like the shore loves the ocean,
Like the fireflies love the night-

My beautiful woman,
I can't say it enough.
I love you,
And will,
Until we turn to dust-
And even then,
My soul will find yours again and again,
To love you from start to finish.

Saturday, June 28, 2025

Heart to Heart

I lay here,

After a beautiful week spent with you-

Closing my eyes occasionally and simply soaking up the love that continues to grow.


When I close my eyes, I see flashes of the future we so openly discuss-

It is like I'm watching constellations being born, right before my eyes-

Life and light brewing in perfect synchronicity.


We talk about how "wild" it all is-

Nearly a year ago you simply dropped into my sphere-

Persistent and diligent with each word you chose,

Knocking at my door for me to let you in,

But as we know, it all happens in time.


The last six months have been such a beautifully chaotic whirlwind,

One that I wouldn't trade for the world-


Now we sit here,

In the arms of one another,

Mirrors held,

So we can help one another reflect, heal, and grow.


We graciously hold space for eachother,

Truly hearing, seeing, listening and loving-

We are so beautifully raw,

Standing before one another,

Bare,

Naked,

Vulnerable 


I will love every bit of you,

Every bright light within you, and every scar-

Each moment of unlearning your past traumas, I will hold you close and reassure you of your priceless worth.


Thank you for letting me show you the gentle, passionate, kind, fiery, stable, consistent, deep, true love you deserve.


Beautiful woman,

This is just the beginning,

And though, it feels like lifetimes,

We have ions to go together.


I love the excitement, honesty, and certainty in your voice when you talk to me about all of what's to come-


The tears of joy that filled your eyes today as you told me you "just know" that you're supposed to do this life with me in so many ways, left me speechless-

Because I too, have that same knowing-

We may not be able to explain it, 

And we don't have to,

Because we are living the experience,

Day by day,

Side by side,

Hand in hand,

Heart to heart.

Friday, June 27, 2025

"Baby"

I love the way you call me "baby"

So gentle as you kiss my forehead,

Filled with passion as my mouth finds its way between your legs,

As you playfully call me from another room,

Before you fall asleep while I hold you, 

As you stare into my soul and tell me all of the things you love about me, while you're wearing my vintage ACDC shirt

I love how easily it escapes your lips,

A love overflowing, like a dam that's finally broken


I can taste it on your lips,

Capture it with my mouth,

Swallow it to have it sublime in my being

Like a vapor I inhale in a ritualistic breathing-


I love the way you call me "baby"


Tuesday, June 24, 2025

6.24.25

Today,

You are mine.

My love,

My babe,

My woman,

My partner in crime,

My lover,

My future.


Level three,

Of our journey

Starts Today.


I can't wait to experience what life has to offer with you,

By my side-

Day in and day out.


I can't wait to keep all of the promises I've made you,

To kiss you, to hold you, to listen to you, to be there for you...

Unwaivering- 


I love our love,

Babe, 

I am so excited to explore it all with you.


Friday, June 20, 2025

Becoming

Every day you surprise me,

I am enamored by your love, your beauty, your soul, your fiery energy. 


Dreaming big with you,

Holds anticipation- 

Like, I've found the person I want to experience all things big and small with. 


It is wild how the universe quietly plots for two souls to meet at the perfect time.

Not a moment sooner,

Not a moment later-

Divine timing is free from all interference.


I truly believe and trust,

That all things are unfolding exactly as they must.


Yesterday you told me that you can't wait to hear our daughter call me "mommy" - that you had to hear it...

My heart melted into a puddle.

We talked more about our future- narrowed down some engagement ring ideas, talked about the type and size of wedding we would have, places we'd want to live, how our parents would make amazing grandparents,  and how we both can't wait for you to meet my family... 

I know they'll love you,

The day you become part of my family will be one of the happiest days of my life.


The fact that neither of us have felt this pull before simply proves that everything has brought us to one another,

That we are here, now, and this is it.


We talk about literally everything- 

Big, small, good, bad, easy to talk about and uncomfortable-

And we navigate with such grace, understanding and compassion-

It is so fucking beautiful-

This love and respect we share for one another. 


Every day that passes,

This bond grows,

It blossoms,

We water it,

And it thrives- 


You have become my sunshine,

And I, your sunflower- 


Tuesday, June 17, 2025

The Ocean

Our connection,

Our love,

Is like the Ocean


Vast,

Expansive,

Deep,

Intriguing,

Never-ending. 


Constantly flowing,

Ruled by the moon-


An effortless eb and flow,

Rising and falling tides,

Calmed by the night sky, and ignighted by the warm sun.


We explore on this adventure together,

Discovering and uncovering one another's shipwrecks, treasures, and mysteries. 


One can not simply explore the Ocean in just one lifetime,

So I promise to find you,

Over and over again,

Lifetime, after lifetime.

Monday, June 16, 2025

Ring Shopping

Saturday, 

After spending the week together,

We were at the mall...


You holding my hand,

Grabbing my waist,

Kissing my lips, my neck, my forehead.


Your fingers interlaced with mine-

Waiting for your phone to be fixed,

We window shopped. 


You stopped me among the bustling crowd,

"Want to look at engagement rings together?"

I stopped, a bit caught off guard,

I looked up at you,

Trying to hold back the intense joy that overcame me-

"Yeah, let's do it!" I quip,

Trying to keep it cool-

We go into the jewelry store, 

The clerk asks how she can help

You say it again,

"Do you guys have a section for engagement rings?"

She shows us the way


We talk, 

And laugh,

And smile,

And look-

You don't let go of my hand once... 

We discuss the shapes, the colors, the styles we want- 

This is the second time we've talked about it, but this time felt more intentional.


So I take note,

Of exactly what you want,

So that one day,

Inshallah, 

I can give it to you.

Sunday, June 15, 2025

Love It All

I love your kisses,

The way that you pull me closer any chance you get,


The way I catch you looking at me and smiling, only for your smile to grow when I realize -

I could drown myself in that feeling.


I love when our eyes lock, 

And we speak with no words- 

When your hand grabs mine and squeezes gently, letting me know that you've got me.


I love your head on my chest, as you rest your eyes, while I play with your hair and rub your back. 


I love our playful moments, our passionate moments, our quiet moments shared.


I love how the world around me melts, when your arms are wrapped tightly around me, as if you never want to let me go. 


I simply love...

It all

Thursday, June 12, 2025

Planning

Planning,

We talk openly dream together about all of the things-

Travel,

Family,

Places we want to visit, 

And places we want to live. 

Our gaze locked,

Unbreakable,

The passion and excitement in our voices as we speak-


So many short terms,

And long term plans-


You consistently tell me how you "can't believe" you found me-

But babe,

I'm so glad you did. 


Who knew,  in August of last year,

When you reached out,

That we'd be where we are now. 


Life works in mysterious ways,

The universe brought us together in the strangest of ways-

But here you are,

In my arms,

Head on my chest as I play with your hair and rub your back.


I love the moments you randomly look at me and smile,

I see the knowing in your eyes,

That knowing we both talk about-


"In time"

Is closer than ever-

I love every moment of our journey-

It has been such a beautiful one.


I can't help but be enamored,

Your fingers interlaced with mine,

A moment captured in time,

Ingrained in all eternity. 

Sunday, June 8, 2025

Fall Into Your World

I'm so glad you've invited me into your world,

You offered me your hand,  and asked if I liked rollercoasters,

And though you don't  

You knew it'd be one hell of a ride. 


We weren't searching,

But the second you took my hand, we started to fall,

So

Far

Down

The rabbit hole.


We were chased by sunsets and greeted by sunrises,

We danced with some aliens, 

Made love in the Cosmos,

And allowed our souls to explore the depths, the twist and turns, of one another.


I swear the poppies sang to us,

As we laughed until our cheeks hurt-

A kaleidoscope revealing the most intricate colors, designs and patterns, each time we look toward our light.

I can taste the cotton candy overdose that is about to ensue.

I'd grab your hand and thousands times over, 


I loved the fall,

Into your world.

Saturday, June 7, 2025

Indulge & Reminisce

 Italian ground espresso,

In the Moka that you got me,

Brewing like the sexual tension between us


Smooth and bold,

Like the way you kiss me-

A hint of sweet,

Mirroring the words you say to me.


Made with love,

I slowly sip and savor,

With patience,

So that I dont burn my tongue.

After all,

Patience is a virtue.


It wakes me,

The same way you do with your body between my legs,

Pressed against me,

Like this coffee cup to my lips.


The aroma is complex,

And sophisticated-

Just like your beautiful mind.


I inhale,

Taste,

Indulge,

And close my eyes-

Reminiscing on every kiss I've stolen,

From your soft, delicate lips.

Friday, June 6, 2025

It's About Time

It's About

Damn

Time.

Thankful for the Universe, my Guides, My Angels and my Power.


All done in Pure Love, 

Will always prevail.

Tuesday, June 3, 2025

Sunrise Soaked Passion

 As the sun peaks through my windows and I start to stir,

I roll over and stretch out my arm, in subconscious hope you're next to me.


You're not,

But for now,

I'll dream of our mornings spent together, and fantasize about the ones to come 


My body lays here naked,

Remembering the feeling of your bare skin on mine,

You, pulling me close,

Interlacing our fingers-

Neck kisses, morning kisses, and sleepy snuggles.


My hands trailing down your spine, back up, rubbing your shoulders and softly playing with your curls. 


More kisses,

We let them lead us,

Into a sunrise soaked passion,

As we get soaked in the magic we create.

Monday, June 2, 2025

Breathless

My goodness,

My love,

My love,

Has grown-


A beautiful journey,

Made just our own.


Each day that passes,

We eb and flow-


Expanding our desire,

Our connection, 

Our undeniable pull towards one another.


Like filling my lungs with a crisp autumn air,

I take you in,

Let you course through my veins-

Giving me life,

In all the ways I never knew possible.


I'll breathe you in,

Until my lungs give out- 

Until this Earth has no more oxygen,

Until we fade into the next realm.


As I gasp,

With pleasure,

I fall deeper.


As I try to catch my breath,

From laughter,

My adoration grows.


Keep taking my breath away,

You have my unwavering permission.