Word Vomit

 As I lay here treating a mild headache and sore throat, I can't help but have to get out the bullshit, before I write you something beautiful. 

You deserve all of the beautiful words that express all of my beautiful feelings, but there is a minor anxiety standing in the way. 

So let me oust it with some free write, and get back to the essence of you... the essence of us. 

Just don't do it... please. 

I know it's not my place, but I can see what could be and baby it is cosmic. 

Let's let go of our anchors and sail freely.

With love,

-Gabriella

Tangible

 She hasn't touched me,

She doesn't need to-

Her energy has caressed and held me in ways that gave my body chills.

It's one I can feel from the other side of the world,

Magnetic and comforting. 

Her words travel through time and space, cutting through distance with ease and grace.

How she puts a smile on my face, makes me long for a taste, even more.

Gently holding me, while commanding my attention- a balance that makes me weak in the knees.

I whisper "Yes, please" as I gaze up at the Milky Way. 

Minutes pass faster than expected, making days shorter.

Anticipation grows like wildflowers after a summer rain, beautifully reaching for the warmth of the sun.

Arms outstretched,  and ready for embrace.

But for now, I'll take the orgasms of the mind, which trickle down my body, a nearly tangible feeling. 

Nearly as tangible as You.

Pull

 There is something about you that is magnetic,

I feel this indescribable pull towards your soul. 

A soul so beautiful, so deep, so pure.

A soul that has been on a long journey, yet is still open to new feelings and experiences.

A soul that brings laughter and light to other's darkness.

Simply put, a radiant soul.

There is something beautifully familiar about you, but I can't quite put my finger on it. 

It's like maybe our souls have done this dance before.

Everything feels rhythmic, flowing in a state of consciousness that only we can understand;

A language that has no words, no sounds, no touch... just energy. 

This magnetic pull is one that I refuse to ignore,

The full body chills, the sense of overwhelming peace- my mind is at ease.

I have never felt such peace before.

I feel lighter, my smile feels brighter, and my body is in a constant state of song and dance. 

It is exhilarating bliss; A "high," if you will.

I soak it in promising myself to cherish every moment regardless of the outcome. 

Something so organically engaging, mustn't be taken for granted.

I feel like I am flirting with the stars in the dark night sky - far away, yet I see them so clearly.

The tug of the moon draws the ocean's waves toward them... teasing them from the Earth's surface.

Let's show the stars and the ocean what it's like to actually meet. 

What it would feel like for their lips to finally touch,

How their embrace could shake the universe to its core.

Let It Simmer

 Let me take you in slowly,

As I learn every curve and every corner.

I am in no rush.

Let me consume you delicately, then fiercely. 

Allow me to travel through your stories as they come naturally, never forced.

There is a curiosity that burns like a fire within my soul,

Yet, let's take our time. 

Let's savor every moment we learn something new about one another.

Sip me slowly while I unfold,

Thumb through my pages,

Re-reading the lines that intrigue you the most.

Share your favorite flavors and scents with me,

Let them do the talking, as I decode how they make you feel.

Speak with your eyes and your body, 

 Let your gaze wash over me like the sunset on the West Coast,

Slowly going down on the beautiful ocean.

Explore my body, as you discover the depths of my mind and my soul.

Undress me intentionally,

My scars have stories that would make you both laugh and cry.

Taste me and you will see I'm the most complex combination of spicy and sweet you've ever experienced. 

Listen to my breath, as our bodies get tangled in both bliss and rest.

Simply take your time,

And I'll take mine.

I can guarantee,  it will be one hell of a ride.

Edging

 How do you do what you do to me,

From thousands of miles away?

Land, sea, air and time -

A brilliant barrier,

Yet you still have a hold on me.

How is it possible,

That I only know your voice, bits of your soul, and your beautiful smirk,

Yet I feel like I know your touch, your kiss, and your energy?

You have me on edge.

Edging me, with your words...

Ever so carefully, and meticulously,

Like you have a plan...

I'm craving the experience of all of you... every last drop of you...

I'm parched, yet drenched in the idea of you.

I want to taste you on my tongue, 

I need to feel your sweet skin pressed against mine...

I want to linger in moments of playfulness and seriousness- a balance I'm sure we can find.

I'm fiending for you like a drug that I've become addicted to; but how?

The anticipation continues to build,

Erotically, and mentally stimulating me.

Leaving me wanting more.

Too Much to Ask?

 This is the last time I'll get on my knees for you,

With tears in my eyes,

But instead of asking you to understand me, 

I'm asking you to leave me the fuck alone...

Move on with your life. 

The damage is done, it's your cross to bear,

The line in the sand, can't be moved, here nor there.

Please take all your things, and leave me the rest,

If I'm honestly speaking, it is for the best.

Being removed has made me renewed, 

A vision more clear than I've had in the past.

I'll cherish the good, try to forget the bad- but for the sake of us all, let's lay this to rest.

Goodbye and so long,

I wish you nothing but the best- 

But for fucks sake, leave me alone-

Is that too much to ask?

Vintage Wine

 Open up my mind, 

Like a vintage bottle of wine-

Waiting to be tasted and explored for the depths of my soul.

Aged and eager, for somebody to appreciate the intricacies.

Let me take you on a journey to where I've been, and where I'll go, from start to finish.

The finish will be so complex and sweet- a journey that will be imprinted in your soul for lifetimes. 

Let me linger on your lips, then on your mind, and on your hips;

Step into this realm with an open mind, and watch the world around you expand. 

Colors will be brighter, 

Music will become ingrained in your soul, flavorful and full of movement.

You will find freedom in expression and exploration. 

Are you down to get a little drunk on this journey of a lifetime?

Grab my hand, I'll show you the way.