Little Moments

 It's the way the morning sun peeks through my bedroom curtains and kisses your smiling cheeks as you sleep in my bed-

Bundled and dreaming, I tickle your back.

The way your curls so delicately caress your face when you lean over me to kiss me...

Grabbing my face with your hands, and gazing into my eyes like you've never seen a sight like me before.

You make me feel like one of the wonders of the world, simply by the way you look at me.

It's those moments I catch you looking at me, like that, I find this knowing.

It's the smell of morning coffee that we share side by side, and the taste of coffee soaked kisses that lead to passionate morning sex.

Our bodies pressed so tightly into one another we can barely catch our breath,

Sweat dripping down our backs as we find ourselves in the most colorful fever dream.

It's the little notes we leave eachother; gentle reminders that we have one another - 

It's how many times a day we each say "I can't get enough of you" - while we know we will never have to, because our presence will have no end... yet we crave each other like the most addicting drug.

I suppose love and lust are wildly addicting-

And if that's so, I'd stay addicted to you for an eternity, 

Time and time again. 

It's you taking photos of me while I shower, while we play, or while I'm doing the most mundane things- 

If only I could see myself through your eyes- I often wonder what's on your mind,

And you respond "in time"

It's the moments you feed me food with your hands, such a small yet intimate gesture of affection-

I feel so cared for- 

It's when you wrap me so tightly in your arms, that I'm almost certain you'll never let go-

Please, don't ever let go- 

It's when my fingers trace your lips, your face, your spine- 

I'm capturing every inch of you and engraving it in my memory so that it becomes a part of my being-

You are slowly becoming just that,

A part of me. 

It's your laughter that triggers mine, 

Which triggers yours,

Which triggers mine-

A cycle we often find ourselves in,

I could live in those moments for as long as you'd let me.

It's how you don't let me walk on the inside of the street,

It's how you're so protective over me-

It's every time you're there for me-

It's all of these little moments,

That have me hooked-

Quite the feat

GS & NN

 "Let's carve our name in a tree" 

You say excitedly -

"Let's do it!" - I quip back

Your eyes get big with wonder,

Like a little kid about to do something forbidden,

"Seriously?" You didn't think I'd agree-

"Right now, let's go!" I grab your hand and we head out to find the perfect tree on this beautiful Spring night. 

The stars watch over us,

Our guides,

The moon, 

Our light-

We find the perfect tree, 

Smooth and inviting-

We giggle,

Cars whiz by, oblivious to our masterpiece in the making. 

Nice and large,

Deep and permanent-

A beautiful scar we create- 

One that will be seen for years to come.

The air is light and playful,

Just like our spirits, 

A bond carved deeper into the universe

Frequency

Tear off the roof of this home,

Expose ourself to the stars and full moon-

The way you look at me,

With such love in your eyes-

There's no denying this undying flame. 

Drenched in the sweetest sweat cascading down our bodies,

As we merge, eb and flow. 

That fucking eye contact-

Gets me every damn time. 

Your forehead pressed against mine, as we capture each other's moans and words with our lips and tongues. 

Licking every inch of you,

Tasting the most delicious energy -

Vowing to devour you,

Dedicating my time to your pleasure-

Falling deeper into the beautiful unknown with you-

But we both know,

How to read one another's mind and we smile as we do so.

Flickering candles around us as we experience a kaleidoscope of frequency beyond comprehension.

But who needs comprehension,  when we both have a knowing?

Candlelight

When she asks to make love by candlelight,

You light that whole room up with dozens of candles,

The flames looking like the stars in her eyes-

The warmth of her body against mine,

Her body between my thighs,

My tongue making her sigh-

Damn, it's about to be a beautiful night.

I Swear

 I swear 

I fall more and more,

For you,

Each

And 

Every

Day

I lay here examining my love, and the pace at which is grows and flourishes with you.

I can feel you in my core,

Part of my being.

You say you want to make love,

To my soul-

The most magical words.

And by this time tomorrow,

We will be,

My love.

Drenched

Breathing freely again,

Serenity overcomes me-

The universe is finally re-balanced.

There is a magic in your voice,

Alive and thriving- 

Your happiness starts to flourish again,

And I can't help but be overjoyed,

For you.

It is mind bending how you can mean so much to me,

Like sunshine to a budding rose.

My roots run deep, but you fuel my soul.

Let me soak up all that you emanate. 

I will overflow and fill your cup when it feels low,

I will give you my strength, when the weight of the world feels like too much to bear on your own

I will place my hand on your chest, to ground you when the world feels like it's spiraling out of control-

I can be your anchor- your rock.

Life ebs and flows,

Let me be your constant.

I smile at the thought that with each passing moment, I am closer to being in your arms-

I want to get lost in your embrace,

I want to send shockwaves through your body with my kiss and my touch-

Let's drown in our euphoria.

Remember,

This bliss, is ours to savor,

To cherish,

To devour,

To bask in.

Let's get drenched in it.

The Woman That Raised You

 Your mother,

Has become so special to me.

I am so grateful for the relationship her and I have built, and the bond that we share.

She has created the most warm and welcoming space for my soul to rest and feel safe.

She always lends an ear when needed,

Offers the best mom hugs with perfect timing,

She is truly an angel. 

We've gotten to the point where we talk every day,

Sharing bits about our day,

And things that make us laugh-

Your mom has made me want to open up to a mother figure again, 

I want to learn things from her,

I love that she shares her life stories with me,

And offers advice from a mother's perspective. 

I remember the first time she told me she loved me,

I was speechless,

And you could see it on my face - 

I couldn't believe it, 

But she said it again, "No, I really do love you"

And choking back tears, I said it back. 

We now say it with ease.

I'm so grateful that you share your momma with me.

I've talked to her about my mom, 

My God, I see similarities between them- 

My mom would have loved her,

So fucking much.

I think they would've become great friends, 

How I wish my mom could have met the woman that raised the woman I've grown to love. 

With tears in my eyes,

I bask in gratitude-

Thank you for allowing me to grow close to your family in the ways that I have,

It has healed bits of my soul.

You have so lovingly held me, 

In the moments my adoration for your momma, makes me miss mine-

I love how close you are with her-

Cherish that for all eternity.