Capture

 Your electric love has me spiraling into a realm of serotonin induced bliss-

Exploring your Wonderland with every gentle trace of my fingertips, and every pause between each gasping breath.

Climbing miles above the clouds, 

I find myself fading into the oneness of the Universe,

The oneness of Us.

Counting each tiny galaxy in your eyes,

Getting lost in them, and giving all of me to you.

I want to caress every mountain, every valley, and swim in every river of yours- 

Trusting you'll catch me with every fall of your chest, as you rest in my arms.

The world's greatest fantasies are alive when we are together- within us, and around us

Chaotic exploration and inevitable satisfaction,  never knowing where we will end up- but knowing we will get there-

To wherever that destination is,

Whatever that climax might hold for us,

Whatever our story has in store.

I want to stop and admire every dandelion, every creature, every hidden lake with you...

Capture every moment with you, just as you've captured my soul.

55

Right about now,

I'd be calling you,

To tell you how "old" you are-

We'd laugh-

God, I swear I can hear your laugh.

You'd probably make some sort of comment about how that means I'm getting old too, since you had me so young

I'd give anything to celebrate another birthday with you,

Another year of your life by my side-

Alive, breathing, healthy-

But the universe had other plans

So,

I reminisce-

I think of your smile, your laugh, blasting music in the car with you, with the windows down, both of us singing at the top of our lungs.

Dancing in the grocery store like no one was watching,

I think of your hugs-

How I could literally feel,

Your love...

Your love was the most unconditional love I've ever experienced -

Thank you for teaching me that. 

I am the woman I am,

And I love unconditionally, 

Because of you. 

My spirit is wild and free, like yours-

My eyes,

Yours-

The older I get,

The more I see you,

In me.

And today,

I cry-

I try to stay lighthearted,

But today it is hard-

Painful,

But somehow through it all,

I feel your love.

I love you mom,

Happy 55th birthday-

I hope you feel my love each and every day,

Every single day I think of you-

I feel your presence often...

I love you 

Pepper & Spice

The smell of your skin,

Pepper and spice,

Still graces mine-

Lingering from when we embraced,

Goodbyes exchanged with such love,

A bond fierce and strong.

As the mornings grow colder,

Our love for one another remains warm,

Growing bold in flavor,

As we discover the intricacies of it.

My body and eyes tired,

My heart full and ready for our next adventure,

Just days away. 

I swear my love grows deeper, with each breath I take,

I love the way you love me,

The gaze from across the room full of people,

The early mornings where our bodies wrapped in a sunrise haze, make the most beautiful, passionate love

The way you pull me close in public,

As if you are showing the world I am yours. 

The passionate kisses that make the world melt,

And the way you tell me you love me,

A million times a day-

You are my soul,

My heart,

My person-

My beautiful woman,

A love like ours is rare,

Even once in a lifetime-

So, I cherish it,

I let it hang in the air around me,

Day in and day out-

Soaking it up,

Quenching my thirst for you

You can drown me in your love any day.

Late Night Love Letter

My love,

Sweetest, purest, love of mine,

While you lay sleeping on the other end of these airwaves my heart flutters, and mind races-

I run through every memory we've created, every laugh we've shared, every tear we've held one another through, and every plan we've made, and I buzz with love and excitement!

My love for your runs deeper than the depth of the uncharted sea,

It shines brighter than the undiscovered stars in far away galaxies-

It is stronger than the force of the most powerful tsunami,  

And is more peaceful than the lull of crickets on a cool summer night.

My love for you is anchored in faith, trust, desire, passion, curiosity, understanding, patience, grace, anticipation, and discovery.

I will wind through every hallway that makes up the castle of your soul,

Until I've found every hidden passageway,  every precious treasure,  and every tucked away secret.

I will gaze at the art of you, with loving eyes, an open soul, and a caring heart-

Ravenous for all that you embody-

I will wrangle every chariot, and ride with you until the end of time and beyond.

You my love,

Are my true love, 

My undying love,

My everlasting love-

Here I am,

Naked,

Raw,

Vulnerable,

Devoting all of me to you,

Each and every day,

I will always,

Give you myself, fully, as I am,

And 

I will always,

Take you as you are

Forever yours, 

To cherish and to hold-

I love you!

So Damn Right

Watching the stars tuck you in,

After we stay up way too late,

And your body finally gives in, 

To the depths of the night,

Is one of my favorite things to see and feel.

The final, expansive exhale,

Before your breathing gets steady and shallow-

Watching each and every muscle completely melt into the bed,

And into my arms, and body-

The soft smile that graces your lips as I kiss your forehead,

The little twitches your body makes as you start to dream,

And the heat your body transfers to mine,

As I pull you closer-

I could drown in those moments and be consumed by happiness,

Peace,

Stillness-

Because every moment with you,

Even the ones in the dead of the night,

Feel,

So

Damn

Right.

Forevermore

Love cascades from my head to my toes,

Drenching my lips with the taste of every single "I love you" we share,

Holding onto every word, like every breath in my chest-

I will give you my all,

Every last drop of my love,

Poured into your cup-

With every sunrise,

And

Every sunset.

Every shade of pink, orange and red-

This slow,

Warm, 

Passionate,

Love-

Ours,

Forevermore 

Home, with you

Sitting here thinking about how,

For so long,

Something can be so wrong,

And you can't quite put your finger on it...

Then suddenly,

Somebody comes into your life-

Who changes everything. 

Clarity rushes in like tidal waves,

Love becomes abundantly overflowing,

Judgement falls to the wayside, 

And safety in this pure love,

Unconditional love,

Becomes your Home.

I am so grateful, 

That I am finally Home,

With you