It doesn't feel like Christmas

It doesn't feel like Christmas,
There's no snow on the ground...
Family's spread about,
And laughter isn't found.

It doesn't feel like Christmas,
It's warmer than the past.
But hearts feel distant and shallow,
And question if they'll last.

It doesn't feel like Christmas,
My fire is quickly dimmed,
Though I know I hold the power,
To rekindle it again.

It doesn't feel like Christmas,
A time of comfort and that of peace...
Instead there's unsettled words and feelings, you feel compelled to speak.

It doesn't feel like Christmas,
If only in my dreams...
But I'm looking into next year,
With fresh and newfound wings.