Thursday, September 5, 2013

Dull Knife

It always seems to me, as the winter fast approaches, my mind spins
out
of
control.

My judgement lacks,
My lonely heart bleeds,
and my mind- She Screams.
So loud that only those most distant can hear her, but the pitch seems perfect by those closest.

An addiction increasingly on the rise,
like a time bomb, like a clock- ticking away at what seems to be years, but in reality is seconds.
Strength is overcome by selfish need to fulfill the urge.

Feeling broken, and lost- while knowing that she will leave me to hold the fort down again
I know strength lies in these scars...somewhere,
But it's a matter of digging deep beneath my skin, with a dull knife, to find it.

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