Tired

 I am tired,

My eyes are sunken in, my heart is exhausted, and my mind is filled with the sound of static. 

I am tired,

Of people.

Telling me I'm happy, explaining why I'm happy, or why I should be... I'm so damn tired.

I'm tired of the shallow conversations "Hi, how are you? How was your day?" 

I'm tired of the mundane routine. 

The "I know what to expect" 

I want the universe to shake it up- give me something new. Maybe this year for Christmas, I'll have a better view. A better vision... and maybe for once I'll feel rested, and rejuvenated.  

My love is tapped. 

But there is so much more to give...

This girl, just needs a lot more healing, and a little more rest- maybe more caffeine.