Events Booked:

Booked two awesome events as a model!
First one is for AXE - for their spring break line :)
Second one is for Labatt Blue :) so excited <3

Illusions

I turned around,

the sound of the subway now behind me

simple people lost in their lives,

Time is of the escence.

Hushing, Shuffling, Brushing

past eachother.

Routine.

Go here, this way-by now.

Robots in a mechanical scheme to donate

propriotary information

Or something of the sort.

Launching from their lives, and minds lacking molding-

just following the man.

Yet,

Here I stand-

the subway behind me,

their voices- white noise.

And I blink.

For a moment my vision focuses.

A stairway stares me in the eyes.

Head on, not blinking back- yet calling my name.

I feel a sense of warmth.

Calm, serene, breaths take over me.

I place my right foot gently on the ground in front of my left.

Heel, toe.

I long to climb these stairs, for I have never

encountered them before.

Were they here last time I passed through

this station

of dark, demise?

I fear not.

I blink again.

Gone.

They have vanished;;

Maybe if I blink just one more time I will have the chance again to climb them

I will find them again.

People rush by me, I fall back into the mechanics.

Daily Meditation

I breathe in deep- at least once a day
Relieving my tired burdens and my trodden past.
Each day I let go a simple amount more- nothing too much, but just enough to get by.
I close my eyes, I see lilies, cloud figurines pass by.
I lie here on this soft, gentle grass-
Cool against my skin- Taking out ounces of my foreign, long gone, pain.
I hear something in the distance- the wind tiptoeing through the tall field of sunflowers.
I start to plan my journey through that field.
So beautiful, yet never mapped.
Breathe in- and meditate

Facade

I have moved forward in loving myself, and those who love me.
I have conquered my fears and faced them at my own personal level (and that's all that matters)
The storm has come to a lull, and I plan to hold it here until it ceases.
My image is the mirror, sharper, more defined.
Clear.
My soul has been cleansed and rid of its demons.
I adore who I am and who I am becoming.
Dreams are becoming more dream like, and less reality stricken.
Change is on the tip of each taste-bud, and the sweet smell of success lingers in the coming spring air.
Writing, singing, dancing- my therapies.
Words trickle down pages like sweet summer sweat,
Lyrics dance in the thin, crisp air- while bodies never lie in movement.
Crashing into me like a bullet with a name on it,
I hold my future and my fate on it.
My past each day continues to project a beautiful facade- and my future holds verities, and true love.
Each day presents change in thought process,
Meditation calms my soul and mind-
I am one with who I want to be.
I am Me.

*Hummingbirds all in her hair*

Mood:  Wet Sand- Red Hot Chili Peppers

Packing :)

And let the packing begin :)
Moving in 4 days?! Whhhhhattt! Crazy - yet exciting <3

Bonnaroo

The mystical place where,
mushrooms are taller than you, are colorful, and trickle with dew-
Music keeps your moving for four days and nights.
Losing yourself in a trance is a must,
and being barefoot and sky robed is OK,
Welcome to Bonnaroo :)

*Officially Going from June 7- 10*