Flatlined and "Sane"

Drenched
Wretched and drenched in emotionless
Emotions.

Want to scream, want to laugh, want to cry-
but caged.
But... content.

Is this normal?
To accept the unaccepted?
To retrieve peace in such a short amount of time?
To regain... "sanity"
(which feels so insane to me)

I feel more sane when I'm lost, when I'm crying, when I am anxious
Than when I am ... flatlined

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