Learning

My head aches with pain,
My body sick,
But my soul passionate.
Before I close my eyes I see light in the vaguest way.
Naked, I'm lying face down...
Pillow beneathe my chest,
Wet curls grace my bare back...
I inhale sweet oxygen
And exhale toxic energy.
I am learning to alter energies, to accept and to reject them.
But I am merely a student...
I am a master at seduction, mind control, body control.... But that is simply here in an earthly realm.
It is time to expand my prowess to the universe.

She comforts me.
She encompasses me and holds me in the night... I will succumb to her, only to gain knowledge and love.