Prozac

Chest caving in,
Tears crashing down,
Salty waves .
Here we go again

Breathing fast,
Deeply
Can't
Catch it.
Gasp

Tight spaces
Blurred vision
Nails digging,
Hair pulling

Choking

Collapse.

Euphoria,
Even just for a moment.
Day two,
Caged and trying to break free...
Yearning for freedom.
Chain free, from myself.

Medicated,
An option tried, an option refused,
And now...
Medicated again
Prozac.
"No side effects, just happy, just...Normal"
She said.

Pop
Day One- sleepy, yet calm, numb... Yeah, numb.
Day Two- euphoric, but baseline, not manic like usual... Still calm, just being... Anxiety in the afternoon, clarity in the evening.

Day Three- we will see


Zen.
Is it possible a little blue pill provides it?